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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@NightFury You’ve done awesome today. I hope you get your study done too and can relax a bit tonight. What are you studying? Are you enjoying it?

Yes my boy thinks he’s a small dog as well lol.

sounds like we’ve been on forums a similar amount of time 🙂

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@Cuddlebear I'm studying a Grad Cert in Child and Adolescent Mental Health. Sometimes I enjoy it. It's hard... It's something that I've only been able to access of late in small chunks of time. It's causing a lot of stress and the content can be triggering.

Well...there you go. It's nice to meet you.

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@Cuddlebear Casper lives squeaky toys aswell and also ones that crinkle. He runs around the house squeaking a ball at the same time 😂. Awww i hope his ear infection clears up quickly, lots of hugs for him ❤️.

Yeah I think the breathing exercises especially only work before things get too bad but for me things get intense very quickly so by the time I even think about breathing it's already gone past that point. I keep trying to find things that work for me and it's a constant work in progress. I don't have anyone at all to see or spend time with so I'm always alone.

Thankyou, it really means alot ❤️

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@MissGremlin how are you doing over there?

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@NightFury hmmm keeping busy. I put a roast on and cleaned out Zola's vivarium. Things aren't great here at the moment but I'm doing my best to get through things.

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@MissGremlin well done on keeping yourself busy. It sounds like you're getting some jobs done.

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@NightFury i really have to keep busy right now, i can't stop.

How are you going there?

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@MissGremlin I've put the study away, because I was starting to feel pretty anxious and stirred up.

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@NightFury good call then. Now what are you doing?

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@MissGremlin just had a coffee in front of the fire. And I'm trying to think of something to do. I need to go to the IGA.

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