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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@Ru-bee he was such a good boy at the shops, even walking next to the yummy smelly meats he remained focused. Now that he has his vest I'm hoping people will stop trying to get his attention and not try to pat him so much. Its annoying when people try to 'baby talk' to him to get his attention.

Haha silly Toby 😂.

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I know that would be annoying @MissGremlin but I do totally understand the urge to baby talk when seeing that sweet baby face! Hopefully the vest does help!

Anyway I'm off for the night, I hope the rest of your night goes smoothly

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@Ru-bee its just that he needs to stay focused on me. I get that he is irresistibly adorable 😂.

Hope you have a good night ❤️.

Who is on for the rest of the night?

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@MissGremlin you still awake?

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@NightFury i am, you ok?

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Is there any @moderator around please? Currently waiting to get through to lifeline but I'm having a really hard time and I just don't want to sit alone right now.

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hey there @MissGremlin

yes we are here, you've got this they should answer soon, use the skills you have, we are siting with you

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Hello @jazz, thankyou. Unfortunately all my skills have gone out the window and unhelpful coping strategies have taken their place. I really just want to be able to sleep but my thoughts won't stop and they are loud.

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hey @MissGremlin keep trying I know it can be tough lifeline will answer soon, maybe some gentle music while you wait. 🙂

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@jazz I'm trying. I can't even listen to anything at the moment, combination of sensory overload and my head pounding, making me feel very dizzy and sick. Hoping they pick up soon cos I don't like these thoughts and feelings.

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