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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@MissGremlin I would very much like/need some company too.

How's the puzzle going? Making slow progress?

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@NightFury happy to keep you company then.

Getting there slowly

 

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@MissGremlin

Muffin time is a card game where you have to try to get 20 cards in your hand then keep them until your next turn to win. The cards you get are action, counter, and trap cards you can play to do all sorts of shenanigans to other players

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@MissGremlin Well that is why I am here, to remind you. ☺️

Hmm, how would you say they are different? I am sure that is quite disarming for you... in this case, maybe something familiar will help to ground you. What comes to mind?

That is so, so okay. You have my encouragement to answer when you are ready. Dreamy (and Casper) come first tonight. 💛✨

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@MJG017 oohh sounds like lots of fun. I played cards against humanity once, man that was a laugh and a half 😂

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@AuntGlow just all day today thoughts are way too intense and my go to coping strategy is getting risky. I honestly haven't had a calm moment all day, just when I think that I'm slowly coming down something small happens and it sends me right back out of control. This is why I've been trying to work on a safety plan cos the way things are heading isn't good. I really feel like a ticking time bomb. My heart rate has been sitting at 140bpm and my chest has been hurting.

I'm trying to do my colouring, I picked a new picture but again I'm just sort of staring at it unable to actually do anything.

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@MissGremlin waiting for the picture to load...

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Plodding along @MissGremlin dear, plodding along!

Funny word that one... plodding... plod... can one plod? How does one plod.... ?

I am a little underslept, can you tell? 😅

Was glad to see more art appear tonight! I hope things are shifting for you hun 🤞 I'm away next weekend so I'll catch you in a couple weeks!! Stay whimsical deary 💜

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@Jynx i definitely plod along, not sure how one plods but I guess we just do it.

Can't tell at all 😂.

Things have shifted but not in a good way, hoping it changes but at the moment a sense of fear has really kicked in.

Awww will miss you, hope you enjoy your time off though. I shall try to stick around here to celebrate your return ♥️

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@MissGremlin that puzzle looks really hard! Wow, you've done an awesome job to do what you have on it. I would have lost my patience.

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