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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@NightFurygot any plans for tomorrow? i have my middle son staying tonight and ex coming over tomorrow.

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@Bunniekins I have my niece tomorrow. She's only two, so she'll keep me on my toes. I have her from about lunch time to 9 pm ish. Depending on the weather, we might go to the park.

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@MissGremlin how are you faring hunny? hope you are feeling a bit better with my constant yabbering xx

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@Bunniekins it served as a good distraction for a bit. But night time always brings about the dark thoughts so that's what I'm dealing with now. Sitting on my bed trying to wind down for the night but not sure how my night is going to go really.

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@NightFury you remind me of someone who used to be on the forums awhile ago. you talk like him. unfortunately things went a bit haywire.. anyway it doesnt matter. i hope you have a good time tomorrow with your niece the weather should be lovely for a park visit 🙂

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@MissGremlin i might be up during the night and if i am i will check on you. make sure you are doing okay. i know night is bad for alot of people. the walls close in for many xx

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@Bunniekins it doesn't sound like a good experience. I'm sorry to remind you of him.

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@NightFury no need to apologise 🙂 . want to hear something funny?

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Thanks @Bunniekins, I really appreciate that ❤️. Those walls definitely close in at night time, it's horrible. I'm still very much shaken up from recent events so feeling uneasy.

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@Bunniekins I can step out if it makes you uncomfortable...

Sure! Share away.

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