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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@MissGremlin well, you're none of those things to me.

@MJG017 I'm sorry you have to grin and bear it and go through that dinner. I'm sorry that they treat you that way.

I finished stacking the wood and just finished this off...

 

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@MissGremlin hugs and hugs Dreamy. dont know what to say except i am thinking of you hunny. try not to worry about family and concentrate on you...

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Thanks @NightFury.

That picture is amazing, well done.

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Thanks @Bunniekins. Its just hard when I don't have anyone around at all.

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@MissGremlin

Tell Casper that after getting my prostate removed, I know how it feels. 😃 Give him a hug from me.

@MissGremlin @NightFury

Thanks. I must admit it hurts, but i'm used to it by now. The worst bit is just that I know how much it will bring me down afterwards. So I hope this catch up tomorrow afternoon will counteract the damage done today and tonight.

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@MJG017 it was pretty funny to be honest, he got a bit too excited 😂. I will gladly give him hugs for you.

You shouldn't have to be used to it, that's what's not fair. Yes i hope it counteracts the damage done today/ tonight. Also know I'm always here to chat to and I'll gladly send you some cheesy jokes if necessary 😊

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@MissGremlin i know i felt that way some years ago when i was very ill with mental illness and everyone i loved except my mother turned against me. it is different now times change dont worry things will get better give it time

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@Bunniekins it's horrible when at times you need people the most they turn against you. I should be used to being alone but it still hurts.

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@MissGremlin lol get this my ex left me when i was pyschotic . he left me for another woman. now he apologizes. says he didnt understand he thought i was being a bitch. he has dementia i am very lucky not married to him anymore.

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@Bunniekins sometimes things are a blessing in disguise. Whilst at the time that would have hurt like hell it really sounds like you are better off for it now.

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