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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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Hey @MissGremlin, Jynx is just having their break, but they'll be back soon.

Hoping you're okay ❤️ Here's a picture of a cosmos flower that I took today.

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Hello @0ddsidian, thanks for letting me know.

Far from ok. Thankyou for sharing that picture, such a beautiful flower ❤️

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No problem @MissGremlin 😊

I'm around for the next 15 minutes or so, so if there's anything you want to vent about, give me a shout.

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@0ddsidian i can't even say much on here anymore. I hate it, I can't be myself 😞

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@MissGremlin I hear you. I've also found it hard to find spaces where I can completely unmask and feel safe. I often feel like I'm being judged for who I am and how my brain operates.

Did you know that this week is Neurodiversity Celebration Week?

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@0ddsidian i was able to use this as my safe space but that privacy was breached on Saturday.

I didn't know that but I do now.

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@MissGremlin I absolutely understand how important safety is; physically, mentally and emotionally. I'm so glad you're still here ❤️

My favourite neurodivergent image / graphic. I love how it includes so many things. Makes me realise how big the ND community is.

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@MissGremlin hiya hun, ugh yes would love that for you!! For you to get what you deserve - a peaceful life with contentment and meaning and joy!

How you feeling atm anyway my dear? Anything I can do to make your load a little lighter?

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Thankyou @0ddsidian ❤️.

I like that image, it definitely covers such a wide range of things. It's great that neurodiversity is so much more recognised now.

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@MissGremlin Absolutely! The creator of the image is Sonny Jane Wise (or livedexperienceeducator on socials). Knowing that there are more people and spaces out there that recognise and accept different mind and bodies now helps me feel like less of an alien.

@Jynx and I talk about our neurodivergence so much, and it's so cool to be like "Ohhhh, your brain does that too?!"

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