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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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The more I delve into reading about nature, the more I'm astounded at how much humans can learn from nature. Their instincts and ways are phenomenal - we just need time to appreciate it @Chasingsunsets

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I admire your efforts @MissGremlin!! I have been meaning to do my room for ages 🤪. I have like a path to my bed that’s about it atm 😂 so need to declutter and put stuff away lol.

Let me know if you are keen tomorrow ☺️

You are so right @tyme! When I went on a bit of a search I saw they were “common” amazing the things you see when we take time in our environment honestly over this last year I have seen so many “new things” I didn’t know existed!! Like the dollar bird! I never knew it existed until like 6months ago and from a far it just looks like a black bird! Get closer and the colours are amazing. It’s a migratory bird so back over seas now just recently I think. Incredible.
I found out the name of the moth! It’s a Crimson speckled footman- I believe and here it is at a caterpillar so pretty 😊

 

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@Chasingsunsets haha the pathway to your bed 😂. Well tomorrow we can tackle our rooms together if we're both feeling up to it ☺️

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Sounds good 😊, just bouncing off for a bit be back soon 🫶 @MissGremlin

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Ps @MissGremlin a path with some hurdles aswell 🤣. Anyone would think I’d be good at athletics 🙊😅. Speak soon ☀️

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Things are feeling so heavy at the moment, after what happened today with the ex here and finding out that my niece that passed in March took her own life. It's brought up so much pain, fear and so many emotions. How does one cope with losing 2 niece's to suicide in a 3 month period plus also losing my uncle the same day as my niece in March. I'm safe and trying to focus on listening to music with Casper but I feel like I'm just going to breakdown.

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When I was a kid, we sang, "All things bright and beautiful, all creatures great and small..." Your photos remind me of the song @Chasingsunsets

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That's really tough @MissGremlin . I hear the pain.

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@tyme it's really tough and the pain is indescribable.

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Awww @MissGremlin . So sorry to hear this. What are you doing to stay on top of things and stay well?

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