Alone and struggling

i am struggling that i have no one to turn to when i need help, when i just want to go out, when i want to discuss a shared interest even something as simple as watching a tv show we both like and gossiping about it.

it sounds childish as i write this but everything i do is by myself. i live alone, have no friends, i work by myself due to the nature of my job and it being 1:1 supports.

i feel like alot of my friends on the forums are also not here either which is probably a good thing but it all feels different.

i guess im just having a day where im missing everyone who is important to me