BelethContributor
Head is barely above water.
I’m really struggling at the moment and sadly I know that there is nothing that can be done.
I have only a few weeks left to move and every place I have applied for I have been unsuccessful with. This is really getting to me and I have even stopped packing because I have no idea as to what’s next.
the stupid part is I can afford (500-600) as an average no worries but I am now have to look cheaper 400-500 for a unit which will end up costing me more that I can’t afford (go figure)
a 3broom with shed will fit myself , kids, cat and our stuff. A unit means I don’t have the kids (support goes up) I don’t have space (storage fees) cat either gets adopted out or I pay for boarding till I find a place. All that adds up to more than it would cost if I could just find a place.
I have a deadline to be out and I am started to get scared that I am going to end up homeless again (yes people have offered couches etc) but I have spent the past 35 years fighting to only move forward and now I know I am going backwards.
I am really struggling with this to the point it’s affecting my health.
And when I reach out to any support services all I get is I earn too much , too much for support and not enough to survive.
I know there is nothing anyone can do, I just need to vent to stop myself from breaking down but sadly I don’t have a friend’s group to do that with.
thank you for letting me have my whinge.