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The monsters in the day
Have you ever been taunted by the day as the external factors are closing in and challenging every angle making you question your own worth
It's the time when you think if help is coming this is its chance, when people are maybe responsive and yet only struggle and anxiety seems to lurk
It's the piece inside me that rationalises if kindness is real than today maybe the day and my fight is relentless but sadly I only get let down with this pursuit
Its when my fear is at its highest as I am left open to people's words, actions, or lack there of and despite my best efforts the responses of empathy are mute
Therefore my time for reprieve is found at the middle of the night, where rejection is no longer found, the fear and expectations are laid to rest for the night
And here I find my moment to breathe, where I gain my sanity and recollect my thoughts and emotions and in that moment I feel ok, and think maybe it will come alright
It's potentially disillusioned as the sun rises not long after and there my hope and expectations start as I hold to the fight and hustle of life for another day
After the ease I think yes, I can cease this day, but for me the monsters aren't found in the dark of the night, they are found here in pure daylight and I can't seem to shoo them away
I have had to conclude to survive this chapter, minimising outside activity is priority to avoid any harm and I have to try and rest as I try to ease my mind
If wishes were true I'd wish someone would come and help me take the monsters away that lurk in the day and that a hand to physically reach would assure safety is in sight
