I have told some of his story before, so perhaps I just need to say this again. When I had to destroy Bast, the loss was overwhelming. When you are so fortunate to attain the mutual love of a Bengal love matters. Bast needed so much comforting, he was raised in a breeder household that somehow harmed him. Perhaps the 2 year old child & other circumstances did this. I became his safe place, feline massages were the answer.
He devoloped mouth & jaw Ca, I did not notice, useless feline friend. He lost continence, finally we went to the vet. I thought he had a cold, instead I had him destroyed, I brought home a lost spiritual partner.
It took forever, the grief remains unresolved, going the Melba tunnel to meet Odin was terrifying, although the Bengal rescue Coordinator had strongly recommended that he was to be a part of my life.
Met the family & convinced them, I was suitable. Odin would no longer be thrown, punished & overfed. Back through the Melba tunnel same experiences twice. Now another Bengal to learn about & love. He will always be aligned with his ancestors & enrichingly wild. Odin is now a true Bengal, although he will never be Bast; so cleavour, athletic & determined. Odin has his freedom, he will seek comfort on his own terms, I believe that he knows that he is safe now. No more abuse, simply just mutual respect & love for a Bengal.