Both my old men cats are not doing well.
I am broken hearted. The one that was a 'less bad' may have just died and the other has not come in since last nights din.
i have not been able to force his pill for 2 nights,
i am glad i did not struggle.with him. He might be somewhere out in the meadows where le has spent the last 15 years which is not really open to the public, but as a cat he squeezed under the fence.
i could tell by the vets voice a few weeks ago that he was bad.
i am very scattered.
its all too much right now.
i cuddled up with my mamma's boy cat this morning and listening to his breathing was wondering if he was quiet and slow "in sympathy" with his more outgoing bro.
it was very light breathing barely a whisper.
i am very very sad and jittery.
All my boy wants to do is "to come home and spend time with cats."
Not sure how to break news to him.





