I’m bored.. + some random thoughts

@Blackcloud sorry the experience wasn't great but we only learn from trying. So the fact that you gave it a go was great and now you know that it's something you'd rather do alone which is completely fine. That pressure when asked a question in front of someone is tough and of course it's only natural to not want to say exactly how you are feeling cos noone wants to hurt someone's feelings.

But hey you made it through and you even snuck in a good nap which sounds like it was needed to recover from the experience.

I hope the rest of your night is relaxing 😊.

@Former-Member yeah, you’re right about that haha 🙂 also, I went to the dog park with my support worker too since the arts therapist told us about it during the session. It was only just three people in there and the 3 dogs that belong to them too. 2 of them came up to us - well one came up to my support worker instead of me.

The other one is a golden retriever, and luckily the golden retriever came up to me and I was able to pet it for a bit before it walked away from us and had enough of us petting him or her 😂😂 god bless the golden retriever for coming up to me though 😍🥹❤️

@Blackcloud visiting the dog park sounds nice and dogs really are great therapy. Golden retrievers are beautiful, I'm glad you you got to get some pats 😊.

@Former-Member @Idk why I can’t get myself to do my uni stuff for a bit for some reason xD hmmmm… school/uni stuff is boring for me now I guess idk

but I feel like the fact that no one in this world is willing to understand me and accept me for who I am even though I really need someone is really sad

like in every single social settings, I’m always being left alone and no one there (including in classes) want to even come and talk to me and not make me feel unbelonged and lonely🥲

@Blackcloud guess you gotta be in the right head space and mood to be able to study.

Awww that's rough, I know it's not the same as real life but I'm willing to understand and accept you just the way you are. And I think you're pretty awesome 😊.

I get where you're coming from it's so hard when you can sit in a room full of people and not one person talks to you. I really hope that changes for you and you can at least make a connection with someone or a few people. Until then you always have us here 😊

@Former-Member

am I really that great of a person? 🥺🥺🥺

Nah cause I’ve always been in this kind of situation throughout my whole life so there’s no way it’ll change or get better cause it’ll never happen and never will be. 😒 😞😔 people are just cruel and not accepting of others like that unfortunately.

@Blackcloud

Yes you are, you really are ❤️.

Never doubt your self worth based on how other people treat you. It only says what sort of person they are not how you are.

Totally get it, it's the exact same for me. People have never understood me or even bothered to take the time to. That's what's so good about here, we have all been through different life experiences so in one way or another we all get each other.

@Blackcloud good on you for giving it a go! i guess sometimes we don't realise until we're in the situation that things would turn out better if 'XYZ' happened - in this case your 'XYZ' being your support worker staying the car. definitely can understand how awkward it can be answering those questions with the new support worker present... but now you know for next time!

oh gosh the nap time is real!!! whenever i had a super stressful or upsetting day, i'd just want to curl up in bed and sleep it off - regardless of what time of day it is. hope you felt a lil more refreshed and better after that nap!

Hi guys

i had my wisdom teeth (only on my right side for now) removed yesterday, and glad it’s already passed 24 hours ever since the surgery/procedure! I plan to have the wisdom teeth on my left side taken out next month since that was an option that my dentist suggested.

I’m doing fine overall I guess lol, I do need to keep up with a few uni stuff though but I have sent an email to all my lecturers for this semester notifying them of my absence for this week along with attaching a medical certificate on it. Half of them responded back.

@rav3n @Former-Member @Jynx

Hello @Blackcloud . I'm glad it went well and you are doing ok.

Take it easy and only do what you feel you can at the moment.