Life and trauma

@MJG017

I couldn't even shut my door when i went to the toilet with my dogs cos they would just push it open, walk in and lay down 😂. Animals do some funny things, it's like they can't bare for us to be out of sight even for a short period.

@Former-Member

I dont know what it is with animals. Maybe they figure they have to do their business without the luxury of being behind a door so it's only fair that everyone uses the same rules. And there's no way that is happening. The litter box would need to be much bigger for a start.

@MJG017 maybe. Human sized litter boxes, no thanks 😂.

I finished watching the 2 TV series now I've started another one.

@Former-Member

The 2 you watched were Buffy and Angel? What's the new one?

@MJG017 yes they were. I'm watching True blood now.

@Former-Member

I haven't seen any of those. I just finished watching the 2nd season of Silo and now watch season 3 of Reacher. Also rewatching Farscape.

@MJG017 they are all vampire TV series. I haven't watched Silo or a

Reacher but I have watched some of Farscape.

@Former-Member

I saw the original Buffy movie, but i never watched the TV series, so i never watched Angel either. I watch a lot of old TV shows, mainly because there's not many new ones that I like. It's the same with movies.

@MJG017 i watch older TV shows and movies cos that's what I grew up with. Goes back to being safe things for me, things that I already know. True blood was a newer one but I enjoyed it. But most of the stuff that comes out now is crappy.

@Former-Member

I'm sorry you're getting all of these seizures still. I can't even begin to imagine how hard it must be, especially on top of everything else going on right now.

If there is one thing I do know though, is that even only taking into consideration what you have shared with as to what you've been through, you will find a way to get through it all. You may not always like yourself, or forgive yourself, but one thing you do have is that strength and resilience like we've talked about. I think the level of which you've shown in your life is superhuman! So i know it's so hard for you and I know you have a lot of things going on, but i also know that if any one person can get through it, it's you. I don't know what that engine is you have inside you that gives you this strength, but it must be #^$%ing nuclear powered!!