Life and trauma

@rav3n you might get to see it if i ever finish it, it's so intricate.

I haven't done any of my painting or diamond art lately, just been so busy.

I was a car kid growing up, but I just started buying them and it didn't stop, I only buy one every now and then now and only if it's something unique.

I have over 400 beanie kids, I used to buy all the ones that would come out each month. But I can't display them as there's too many so they are all in containers.

@Former-Member yeah those mandalas are so detailed!! i used to get annoyed with them too, a few times i used the wrong colours next to each other and had a whole meltdown about it 😅

that's okay, just means you've got more art stock for later!

that's so cool! i loved cars too, especially the ones where you can pull back the car and let go to watch it zoom away. oh and love remote control ones too! i bought my friend last year sort of as an inside joke, and he loved it... his dog did not. are a big real-life car person? like revving the engine and all that?

OMG 400!!!! i'm just imagining them all stacked into a container, a bed of beanies!! you could practically create a plushie world where all your builder bears and beanie kids are stacked around. could charge people to enter the room and flop around hehe

@rav3n yep been there done that a few times 😂.

Oh pull back cars are so much fun. I used to have a remote controlled 4wd truck, I still have it but not sure it would work anymore. Oh the poor doggy 😂. I do like cars and get excited to see unique ones.

I really could if I had the room, I have way too many teddies of all sorts 😂.

It's been a long and draining day and my head hurts.

How does one go about deleting their account on here?

@rav3n @Jynx @Ru-bee

@Former-Member hehe glad i'm not the only one!

ooo a remote control 4wd would've been sick! i'd try make my dolls sit on the car and take them for a ride. i think i used sticky tape as a seat belt to stop my doll from falling off 😆

sorry to hear your head hurts, i hear how tiring it's been. wanna grab a cuppa with me? not sure if it'll help the head but i can sit by and give you some company.

also about you question - you'll need to email us and let us know if you want to delete your account. it usually takes at least 24hrs to get it processed.

Hey @Former-Member flick us an email (team@saneforums.org) and we'll talk you through what the process is.

And also, of course - if there is anything that has led to this decision that you would wanna discuss - including if there's ways we can support you to stay and continue posting if that's what you would want! - just let us know 😉

@rav3n my remote control cars name is Carnivore 😂.

I had an iced coffee earlier so I'm not ready for another drink yet. Hope you enjoy your cuppa though.

Thanks for the info.

Hello @Jynx , thanks for the info.

I'm just exhausted and a couple of posts have triggered me lately. Usually I'd just keep scrolling so to speak but I don't know, it's just getting to me. Part of me wants to stay cos it's the only support I have but I'm just feeling really down right now and not sure what I really want.

Understandable @Former-Member and whatever you do choose, we will support you as best we can 😊

Sometimes a little break can help, as opposed to fully closing account, so you don't lose anything - I know privacy and anonymity are essential for you so up to you to decide if you'd to keep your account open or not!!

The process takes time anyway, so if you wanted to take some time to ponder first, by all means. And also happy to chat it through with you if you'd like 💜

@Jynx it's just something I've been thinking about.

Trying to keep myself distracted doing my colouring but I'm losing focus. I want bedtime already but tonight that's not until 10pm.

How has your day been?