Life and trauma

@MJG017 thankyou. I want to feel better i really do but it's so hard to even imagine a life different to this.

@Oaktree thankyou it really means alot. Not sure if they will be able to give me anything cos of my heart but will have to see what happens. I've just had my whole emotional moment of telling the doctor all about what's being going on mentally aswell as physically so I'm pretty messed up at the moment. But so far everyone here has been amazing and showing such compassion.

@Former-Member

That’s great that you were able to be honest with them. I am sure the lack of sleep and anxiety are playing a part with your heart issue. I hope they can sort you out.

@Oaktree it took alot to open up about it cos it scares me about what can happen. I hope they can do something. My body was already exhausted and this is just making everything so much worse.

@Former-Member

You have been super brave.

Well done.

If you need to stay in hospital for your mental issue, it may be a good thing.

I think you just need some time to rest and recuperate

@Former-Member

Try not to be scared hun. You are in the best place.

@Oaktree i don't feel brave right now. I definitely need rest but these machines beeping every 5 seconds isn't helping with that.

@Former-Member Exhaustion, both physically and mentally can just make everything so much hard to deal with. Well done for being completely open with the Drs, that couldnt have been easy, but very important for them to give you all the help they can.

The times ive spent in hospital the past few years, the one thing that struck me was just how caring and amazing the nurses are. You're in good hands.

@MJG017 it definitely wasn't easy and i was very hesitant to even do so. But I've been going through so much these last few days and it's all become too much.

@Former-Member I think in the worst moments, we find a way to do things we know are best for us but can't do otherwise. I know it's been such an incredible amount you've been through recently, but you've done well and done the right things when they've needed to be done. Try to take a lot of confidence from that.