So much medication

Hi @ClockFace and how is your e acres @ClockFace ? I think things of natural world is good medication and there can be hundreds of them outside @ClockFace 🙂

And @ClockFace some people still bleaf Friday 13th is ominous portent but in some parts it's first day of Christmas do you been to Sweden ever @ClockFace

@ClockFace today is Saint Lucy's feast day.

Do you @ClockFace like cinnamon buns? 😊

Well carbohydrates can @ClockFace stimulate serotonin n this can be like medicinal but too also @ClockFace known to be inflammatory pending what kind like wheat and white potatoes can be inflammation causing @ClockFace but then cinnamon is medicinal and help to process sugars better @ClockFace

My grass @ClockFace is looking better since come rain and I'll have to mow soon maybe even tomorrow @ClockFace but guess what? I reading that some chemical in smell of cut grass releases and is also medicinal for mental health!

And @ClockFace I stopped all my medications because they give me tardive dysphoria and @ClockFace that's very counter productive and a chemical irony so I renounced prognosis plus feeling good straight away 🤗 @ClockFace

@ChouxieChou yeah they do, they make things manageable. Generally speaking none of them actually resolve an issue. Its not so much being told what to do, its being trapped in the continual ritual of having to take them each day just to get to a place where I am able to manage my illnesses. Its the vision of having to take them day in day out for the rest of my life.

If they were an actual cure, like they fixed the problems for say 12 hours and I was "normal" and able to function like everyone else then I think Id feel somewhat differently.

I dont want to sound ungrateful, it could be worse, I might not have the medications its just at the moment, its wearing me out.