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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

I don't even know about living anymore

I don't even know about living anymore

  • I'm 18m just finished school made one mistake and now my life might be fucked. I have no job, no self confidence, shy, think negatively about everything I try not to but do, and to add to this I'm getting blackmailed but a girl that's got my phone number and 18+ pics threating me to post them online and say I was talking to a 13 year old girl so my life is just great. I'm not suicidal right now but who knows. I have talked to police and other cybercrime businesses but I still think my life is going to get fucked up soon they said I have a week or else it was a scam but a real girl I don't got her number or pics so no way to trace them. I don't know what to do I'm scared, alone because I talk to no-one. So people stay away from people online unless it's work or people U know. This situation I'm in is making me sick, not able to breathe normally, physically weak ects. Stay safe people this is not fun. So time will tell in a week I guess guys I don't believe in god but Ima pray

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Re: I don't even know about living anymore

Done fast food not doing that again or being a waiter anything else I'm ok I have been working with my dad a bit mowing/landscaping stuff so yeah but I need my own job I got my white card which will help me also but yeah still struggling.

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Re: I don't even know about living anymore

Cool. At least you have a white card under your belt. @Imkai

What about those pick and pack jobs? They have good $$$.

Landscaping/gardening is awesome.... well, awesome because I know how much people need the service.

Unless you work for your dad for a while until you can get a car? Not having access to a car can be a lot harder.

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Re: I don't even know about living anymore

I live in a small town and everything I have seen that's good and not fast food involves me needing a car so idk

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Re: I don't even know about living anymore

Fair enough. Pretty true @Imkai

Keep looking online maybe.

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Re: I don't even know about living anymore

I have been I got the app called job seek but like I said most landscaping or physical work involves a forklift licence

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Re: I don't even know about living anymore

Yes! I was going to mention getting forklift licence @Imkai

Would you consider it?

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Re: I don't even know about living anymore

Yeah just talked to my mum about it I'm just thinking of getting a starter job again like IGA or something to save for some sort of transportation I can get them get a forklift licence to get a better paying job

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Re: I don't even know about living anymore

Well thank you guys and girls for letting me take your precious time. But yous have made me feel better and a bit more confident still frequently checking all the online platforms and my friends snap to see I've been posted so still scared and stressed but at least I can breathe normally so again thank you guys and girls if any of yous want to reply I'll still quickly respond because I'm probably going to be on here a lot now I know this is for mainly bad times but I like here/online community for the 3rd time thanks for communicating with me making me take my mind off the situation I'm in a bit.

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Re: I don't even know about living anymore

Aww @Imkai that's really sweet! I don't think we've chatted before? Anyway Hi! I'm Jynx 😁

Also, just a lil tip, if you want other members to be notified that you've responded, you can tag them - use the @ symbol and a drop down will appear, and you can choose their name. If their name isn't there, you can type it out and it should then appear for you to select, then it will show up in blue, like this: @tyme @Ru-bee

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Re: I don't even know about living anymore

@Jynx thanks for letting me know
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