Am Not Coping

Very much hearing you Hon but if you need to access it then do so @Eve7 If it is one less thing for you to worry about then it is worth it. You are doing everything you can to make a difference in your life and that is both admirable and courageous. Don't lose heart Hon - sometimes it just takes a bit more time than we want.

Thanks for listening @Zoe7 I still have a few weeks to face these decisions and I’m grateful to have that back up if I can’t return to work this year.

I’ve had my meds so will be asleep soon. I hope tomorrow goes well for you.

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My pleasure @Eve7 - those decisions don't need to be made yet so concentrate on just you for now, your current treatment and cross those other bridges when you need to. I hope you sleep well tonight Hon and tomorrow goes well for you

Wow you are SO resilient @Zoe7 but no doubt it comes with a huge cost to your physical and mental energy. Not too long to go once you get those reports underway.
Feeling less feverish today?
Thinking of you & thanking you for what you do for those school kids under your kind & competent tutelage

@Zoe7 & everyone sorry I haven't been keeping up with this thread.

Any news from @WIP ?

Fever gone today @Sam3 I actually cannot believe how quickly it went as it was very high yesterday ...dangerously high. Today was the complete opposite - temp back to normal and less aches and pains. Still very tired though so can't push it too much.

Began reports today while I was supervising another class. Didn't get very far but at least it is a start. The new plan is get the Art ones done by the end of this weekend then have the remaining week and weekend on the class ones. I will have some time tomorrow and Thursday after work and with all things going okay I should get the majority of them done then.

Not sure about resilient but more keeping my head above water asbest I can. ...and yes physically and mentally it takes it out of me but it is what I need to do to keep going. My pdoc is still concerned about how I am tracking but she also knows I need to be at work and to keep going for now ...the upcoming longer break for the summer holidays are a concern - so still a lot to work through.

Yes being meaningfully occupied can be very important. One day at a time for now though @Zoe7 (ie. holidays are more than one day away!) I'm sure some loose plans for the holidays can be put in place closer to the time. Lots of people I talk to are exhausted at the end of the year, without even surviving the deaths & distress you've experienced over the 3 months. Try bite-sized approach as much as possible- great you've behin the reports today. All of us who are honest sometimes feel overwhelmed if we look too far ahead. Plaque in my bathroom reads "Live one day at a time". Lets care of ourselves @Eve7 @Anastasia @Faith-and-Hope @Snowie @Zoe7 @Sans911

That's it @Sam3 We can only live in the day we are in - any further is a worry we do not need.

Need to head to bed Hon - hope you can sleep too. Hugs and hugs

Thanks @Zoe7 sleep well everyone

@Zoe7 so glad you are feeling better hon, was good news to hear. I hope today goes ok for you and your day is filled with joy.

@Sam3 @Eve7 @Anastasia @Faith-and-Hope @Shaz51 hoping your day also goes well and their is some sunshine in it.

Lots of love and hugs to all 💌💌💌