Am Not Coping

Awww thanks @Shaz51

I totally adore the meerkat and butterfly pic. Perfect. 💕

I thought you @Former-Member and @Zoe7 would love the pictures

sending you hugs

i am off to bed xoxo

Goodnight @Shaz51 I hope you sleep well my sister

That was a pretty cool post to read @Zoe7 .

it made me smile and gave me hope. I so hope this year is a good one for you. 💜🤗

I hope it is a better year for you too @Teej You deserve it Hon ...and I very much mean all that I said about how much you helped to hold me up and held out hope for me even when you didn't feel much of that yourself ...so now I hold that hope for you

That puppy image made me giggle - it looks just like Toby and he too buries himself in the rug or doona and pops his little head up occasionally ...very cute.

Thought you might like it @Zoe7 😊. Possibly would have been better if I’d found a butterfly emerging but a purple flower blooming is always cool too. Thank you for your kind words. It seems such a long time ago but often it helped me helping you. I’ll always remember playing @Faith-and-Hope forum catchy. It was one of the few times at that stage I belly laughed out loud during that period, I could do with one of those again.

Life here has been pretty messy. I’m not sure what to say but I’m hoping it’s a better year for all of us. It hasn’t started out great for so many. Let’s hope it ends better.

It is a really difficult time for so many @Teej both on here and around Australia ...but it is also community in all it's forms that can help each other .. only a tag away if you need Teej - repaying just a little of what you have given me would be my pleasure.

I do clearly remember playing 'forum catchy' with you and F&H - it also gave me a good laugh - and at a time that I didn't have many emotions at all so it was really special. Those are the times we can look back on also and realise how far we have both come.

I presume from your absence here that life has not been so good for you for a while but you have many people here that care about you and I for one admire your resilience and courage to keep going. Hugs Teej

Hon it is a blessing knowing you too ...and I could say so many of the same things about you. There have been times that you have given up and not wanted to go on ...but you have @Sans911 and we are better for having you around. I am constantly amazed at how much you do, how much your organise for others, how much time you put into volunteering, your studies and groups you are involved with. TThis world is a better place with you in it and I am so grateful that you are here and I have met you

Thanks @Zoe7 . My absence has had lots of me feeling very lost and confused and busy with big life things, and at times struggling. I’ve reinforced that I suck at multitasking and so being on here has had its challenges. It’s also been a time that I’ve been a little scared of losing my anonymity with things I could share and that sharing might fall into the wrong hands as I’ve been dealing with the property separation of my ex six years after we have separated.

The next few days are really big ones with huge life decisions to be made. They’re the kind of decisions that will impact my life in a big way. I can’t seem to find my big girl pants just now. I have an appointment with my therapist tomorrow and hope she can help me locate them :face_with_rolling_eyes:😳