Am Not Coping

Will get back to you all another time @Zoe7 and everyone.

Im in bed today, extremely unwell. Too much going on at once. Not coping. Had a terrible scare with d yesterday. Well for a while now. But GP freaked me out with some news. Lovely gp though. Was just a huge shock.

Have to ring ambulance gp said.

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@Former-Member Sending lots of these for you. 💜💜💜💕💕💐💐💐

Sending you a lot of love and many hugs @Former-Member Hope you have managed some rest today Hon

@Appleblossom Hope your sing last night was good for you - you certainly needed something positive in your life right now - hugs Hon

@eth @Appleblossom It was lovely to have that recognition from so many I work with - some were still talking about it today so that made me feel extra special - love this new school

Hey @Faith-and-Hope I have had a pretty good day. One of the teachers commented that I look better than I have done all week and I had to concur with her that I felt better. Started to get a headache again in our group work today but I think it was the heater right above my head that was causing that. I had some pain killers in the car and after I took them it was much better.

I actually stayed for drinks after school for a while - only had soft drink but it was fun. We played a game using funny cards - kind of a drinking game. It certainly made everyone laugh. I didn't stay until the end as I wanted to get home to my fur babies and I was getting very tired. ...but I stayed and that was pretty big in itself for me. I do feel so much more comfortable with social things with this group of staff and it is good for me to do those extra things with a group.

Two weeks off now but a lot of things packed into the first week - DBT, appointments, the panel and have to feed my parents' dogs over the weekend. Then my sister's partner's nephew is coming down for a few days so I will do a couple of things with them as well. He is a lovely kid and we do get up to mischief together - the really cheeky side of me comes out when I am around him - such a happy, infectious kid

Hope your big dragon arrived safely and you have had a great day at uni. Been missing you a bit this week but know you have so much going on too. Will catch up with you later no doubt Hon. Love and hugs coming your way and a whole bunch of these 💚💜💙🧡💛💐🌸🌺🌷🌹

Thanks Hon - officially on holidays - woo hoo 🎉🎈😀

How has your day been @CheerBear ?

I often give Toby little snacks and both Cat and Toby get human food sometimes - they love it @CheerBear

Lovely to hear you finished a blanket - it is wonderful to see something we have created and can stand back and say 'I did that' - it is those little moments that we need to hold onto hey!

It has been good to be able to share my journey this term and all the positives there have been CB - so glad you have followed along. As I said to many yesterday - it means the world to me to have such wonderful support here and you are one of those amazing people that have been here for me - it really is appreciated

Have a little sad to work through too at the moment @CheerBear but still processing that and can't really write about it just yet. Still trying to focus on the positives and let that thinking be most prominent in my mind. Having some good things happen at work is certainly helping.