I'm out

Hi @Former-Member

I'm sorry to hear that you haven't been able to find the right support for you. It definitely doesn't sound as though it's been for lack of trying. I can hear that you've tried lots of different avenues and they haven't been the right fit. That must take so much courage and energy each time.

I'm hearing you about feeling like forums aren't the right space for you, so I'm going to send you an email in a minute to talk check in over there, okay?

But why? I've literally sat here and heard everybody's suggestions and there's nothing there. I had someone calling me on the regular and I stopped that coz it doesn't help. I've been in the forums, nothing helps. I've watched the webinar, it didn't give me anything. I got to see two ppl who have access to funds I'll never have because I 1. Can't keep a job due to my mental health and 2. My family is povo. We have nothing. I'm tired. This never stops, if it gets better it gets worse again. I can't make it better and apparently noone else can either. It's too hard to keep slogging thru the same old crap.

I want my profile terminated. I'm tired of the emails. They're basically taunts and spam to me at this point. Im tired of all of this. I'm tired of talking about it. I want to be left alone because then I don't have anyone trying to "fix" things. I want out. It shouldn't involve any discussion. I asked what I could do on that psychosis webinar and they didn't even get close to answering me. They ignored me completely. Which means I either don't deserve answers or there are no answers.

If you actually read any of what I wrote you'd know what u said is entirely irrelevant. I want my profile gone. I can't do it myself so I'm trying to get sane to do it. Why are ppl generally so desperate to keep me in places i don't want to be?

Why is my profile still working?

Hi @Former-Member ,

Can you please email team@saneforums.org about your request? It’ll take on average 24-48 hours to action the request.

Sorry to hear things are tough right now.

I already did. All I do is go thru tough times. I'm exhausted and I'm sick of talking. It's all empty words. Noone wants to hear about my crappy times. I don't want to be told things just try and quiet me down. It's not happening. I've had enough of all of it. Ppl keep telling me there's this magical thing that happens when u talk where all of a sudden the structure of the white matter in my brain changes to the "normal" or "average" you know, like ppl who don't get this crap dropped straight in their lap along with a bunch of other crap that makes it harder. I'm done. I want out. I want to be miserable by myself so I don't have to hear the empty nonsense ppl think is help for some bizarre reason.