Thank you for your comments.
My confusion is significant & your everyday language/different perspectives helped my clarity.
I have a follow-up set of questions, and I'll be a tad more informative, not least in the hope that the request for information at least makes sense.
The alleged test took place afaik, as part of the get to know everyone process - within a multidisciplinary service provider. It wasn't a service provision appointment, just an invitation to come along and put faces on names. (I was expecting something like a fruit platter & possibly muffins).
Actually, it was just a chat between my case manager & their head of team. I largely sat on the couch and waited to be social & ask a few questions about the planning.
The program was changed afterwards - I'm told - as a result of an assessment held at the time. In fact, it was terminated.
There was a complicated phase involving many weeks of the provider failing to respond to increasingly fraught calls from myself & my GP. Then different explanations from different people - suggesting that the program was better delivered elsewhere, that the program had budgetary concerns, that someone thought I was moving interstate(?!?) as well as many inferences that suggest (my surmise), some kind of personality clash or trust problems... .
My problem now, is that as a result of all this, I have become significantly worse. All attempts at communicating with the service provider are being rebuffed.
So, to deal with my own trust problems, and not make things worse. I'm looking for objective perspectives that give me more clues and concrete expectations to assess what has happened and my current situation.
So, I'm looking for accepted metrics, something that enables me to look at my signs/symptoms then & now. I'll write this up & probably develop a table/chart to do the arguing for me.
Also, I need the sort of metrics that assess qualitative changes as a result of therapy or, for that matter, iatrogenic prompts.
To be clear, I'm not asking for people to take sides, just to help me be as objective as I can and be as prepared as I can be, when & if, I can get this all addressed.
I'm doing this not least because everyone says to go to the HCCC (I'm in NSW). Their response was, "What the fuck are you talking about. Call back when you know what you want to complain about."
And so, I will.