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Happy to hear anything that is convincing to choose to not give up
I have contacted every possible person, organisation, anyone for a moment of support. I have got nothing but a fortnightly email back and forth for an hour with a psychologist who doesn't even know me. Help feels like it's not coming and I've been fighting daily to not give up and pray for relief from the overwhelming grief and loss.
My sister told me today I will never be in their life again and can't tell me why or what happened. I wish that was the only family member but it's not and my will to live is dwindling. I am just so sad and really don't have any resolves.
I don't know if there is hope but I've been so desperate I even called mhcall who could only connect me with said hospital and after how they left me to die and are being now investigated I know there is no way of getting help there.
So if anybody has any idea of how to survive and stay alive that would be great because I'm running out of resolve and am just not sure I can hold this much longer