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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

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Fjksnfkdnfndkms why

Just life can get Fkd

My thoughts are too dark to deal with and I can't talk to anyone coz I lost my voice. And I feel hopeless and stuck and so fkn angry at life and myself. I just wanted to get through today....and now idc

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Hey @The-red-centaur ,

I can hear are you are angry and upset. I hear how much you are hurting.

Remember to look at your growth and progress, even if it seems to out of reach right now.

I know you said you have 'lost' your voice.

Maybe it's not about thinking about how to get through the day, but rather, getting through moment by moment?

We care. You mean a lot to the community here.

Are you able to reach out to your support workers?

Lifeline 13 11 14 https://www.lifeline.org.au/

Lifeline Text Support 0477 131 114 https://www.lifeline.org.au/crisis-text/

Suicide Call Back Service 1300 659 467 https://www.suicidecallbackservice.org.au/

Remember Lifeline has a text service too.

If you feel unsafe at any time, please contact 000.

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@tyme I managed to reach out to my support worker.....it's just really hard and feels pointless to keep doing so.

I don't know what I need rn. I feel so frustrated and full of angst and pain.

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Km I'm done fml I'm just dun

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Soz about yesterday. Things were just overwhelming and intense. My support worker took me to ED and I was safe.

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Hi @The-red-centaur, last night sounds like it was pretty full on with the emotions that it stirred up for you, which is really understandable as these anniversaries can be really confronting.

I'm really glad that you were able to talk to your support worker last night and you got the care you needed.

How are you doing this morning?

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@Ru-bee thanks for caring.

I have been a little better the last few days...but my cold has caught up with me and I'm having a 'bed' day. I need rhe rest though. I'm just scared my chest infection is coming back.

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Hey @The-red-centaur ! Great to hear from you. I'm sorry you are unwell again.

Do you think it is part of the pneumonia?

You've been through a lot.

Please reach out if you need support. You deserve it.

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@tymeit's just a virus. I get sick easy.

But it's already going to my chest again, coughing too much sputum but i am seeing a Dr on Wednesday to get some scripts. I'll get checked out then.

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Hope you feel better soon and things improve @The-red-centaur

Looking forward to seeing some of your artwork 🙂

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