How come I just want to make friends and nobody likes me

Nah, your right @ArraDreaming

C'mon, I'll shout you a smoke. I've got enough.

hello

I used to have this feeling

then I discovered that it was because people were actually making an effort to isolate me over some nonspecific rumour

imagine being the person in school that people whisper about and no one will hang out with

now make that your entire existence, and no one will tell you why, and everyone will act act all innocent while continuing to throw shade at you and make you feel excluded

sometimes people pretend to care but then withdraw and withhold, like extending a hand to someone drowning and then pulling it back and saying, with a smile , "I'm so sorry you are in that situation"

imagine the mindset of someone to act with that kind of psychopathic cruelty

but I deserve it right, so it's perfectly acceptable? justice is served?

I can relate @f0x

I've had two separate etals heckle me in the last 24hrs. One in a place of sanctity.

My despondency is strong when they do this. It's not good for my MH.

I was advised by a certain authority to just walk away. But I don't know how deep into space I can go. It's concerning.

@StoutI have no idea what you are talking about

you're not the first person to drop hints about "walking away", but the problem is that's intimidation and people who intimidate do so because they are vulnerable

@f0x I can see what you've said. I hadn't been clear in the post. I was talking about something in the real world, not anything here on SANE.

I don't have great social skills due to being isolated. And psycho-social disability.

@Stoutleave me alone please