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@Former-Member okay I’ve just checked and turns out that I only have 2 remaining units left from the other cert 4 course to do and to hopefully pass this time, WOOO!!!🥳

@Blackcloud oohhh that's awesome. You can do this 😊.

@Former-Member by the way how’s it going for you today?

@Blackcloud gah let's not even go there. I'm in a very uncomfortable and dangerous situation right now.

@Former-Member oh…I’m sorry if that question made you uncomfortable. 😞
But hugs for you as always 🫂🫂🫂❤️❤️❤️

anyway, those 2 remaining units from the cert 4 were the same units that I’ve initially failed/didn’t pass so I have to undertake them again in order to pass/complete them which is annoying. But I also feel like apart of that had to do with the fact that

1. All of the classes I did in that course were all online and I’ve realised that remote learning didn’t turn out to be effective for me at the end

2. I was still going through really rough situations whilst still living with my parents at the time

3. with some of the questions on the assessments from each of those units, especially the questions or tasks that were really hard to do, I couldn’t get myself to…get the task or the question correctly. Apparently with TAFE courses, with assessments you’re required to get every single questions/tasks on each assessments (for every units) correct in order for you to get a pass/competent mark from the unit. otherwise you’d have to redo the question or task on the assessment that you initially got wrong with until you get it right…but if you failed to get every single question (even if it’s only one question or task that you got wrong) during the 3rd attempt, then you pretty much failed the unit.

@Blackcloud no no, you're completely fine, and you didn't make me uncomfortable at all.

Thankyou hugs are very much needed ♥️.

How annoying to have to do it again but you've got this. There was alot of factors that played a part in failing the first time but hopefully now being in a better place it will be easier for you.

@Former-Member although the course has a total of 13 units and gladly I was able to pass 11 out of 13 of them already so far 😄

hmmm…I even wonder how many units on the cert 4 of I.T I might wanna do within this semester, since I only have 2 units from the other cert 4 left to do… like maybe 6? 7? 8? 😂😂

@Blackcloud that's such an impressive effort passing so many, well done.

Maybe get as many as you can out the way without overwhelming yourself though.

Dearest @Former-Member

We are all here for you.

What is happening with your NDIS ? Sweetheart are you strong enuf to ask your hospital about it ? Please know I'm writing with tenderness for you.

You are special

You are beautiful

You deserve good.

Thanks @PeppyPatti. I haven't been able to lodge the paperwork for ndis yet as my doctor can't find the supporting documents. It's all just too stressful right now and I've really given up hope of even being able to get it.

I don't feel special or beautiful. I truly feel broken and unworthy of anyone's time or compassion. I'm trying to tell myself otherwise but that inner voice just shuts down any positive thinking that I try to do. Baby steps is still making progress right? One tiny step forwards and a million steps backwards is what it feels like.