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Thank you tyme,

I don’t know if lifeline can talk me out of my dilemma.
I thought I could coast on the riches of a successful kid. I strategically gave it by all, I made it my job. Take care of your elders . I didn’t indoctrinate hard enough. It’s a schism. I’m shocked that a psychopath isn’t loyal. I’m stupid. I’m only loyal by threat of violence

@Oaktree @Bill16 @Jacques @ChouxieChou

I’m changing my answer for the thing I’m most proud of

thing I’m actually most proud of I had almost forgotten about due to my life being in total chaos at the same time and it being a black time in my life.

when I was about 14 or 15 yo I made the first completely hand sewn patchwork spread where the pieces were about 2 or 3 inches wide. First and only time I got an A for marks in that class

@Glisten Head office for the lifestyle village is in another state. They contract different building firms to build the units. My home was built off site and transported in. Most likely repairs will be done by which building firm has current contract to build (or do repairs/maintence) on the units.

have only briefly looked through the report, need my head feeling better before reading the report fully. From couple things the building inspector said my bathroom may need to be completely redone plus external cladding be removed and redone. Bathrooms, in particular showers, seem to be issue across lots of units.

@Former-Member Wow ‼️ Massive job

Hi I’ve changed mine

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@@glisten today was go to record store then watch olympics..what about yourself?

@Johnny007 G’day 007. Do you always do a drive by at this time of night 😆

What did you buy at the record store?

I did some packing for friends.

Had a sauna

Rewatching The Ministry of Ungentlemanly Warfare - so funny 🤣

Then I’ll watch Aus v Fiji in the Ruga

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@sosad-666

Bruce Lee said

“Don't speak negatively about yourself, even as a joke. Your body doesn't know the difference. Words are energy and cast spells, that's why it's called spelling.”

@Glisten @Johnny007 @sosad-666 @Former-Member @ChouxieChou

I went to the shops today and quite by accident bought a new ipad. I went into JB Hifi just to have a look. Hubby made me buy it. I had been using a ipad mini 2, this one is an ipad 10. It’s huge compared to my ipad mini. I am currently listening to my audio book on it. I will have to work out how to use the calendar app to remind me of my appointments. Not sure if I am having buyers regret.

@Oaktree @Glisten @Former-Member @Shaz51 @sosad-666 @ChouxieChou

That's a hard one...

What am I most proud of?

I don't ever think I do enough. I am being kind to myself though and have been mentally hugging the little 6 year old me that I can see in my mind. I guess I am proud of hanging in there and getting help for myself.

@ChouxieChou , I hear a lot of pain and regret in your words. I also wish I could go back in time and change a lot of things. You did the best job as a parent that you knew how to do at the time. I hope you find peace and help in the resources that tyme shared with you. We are here to support you!

@sosad-666 , like Glisten said, don't be unkind to yourself. I tell this to my kids when they go into shame spirals. We are here for you.