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@ENKELI I forgot to tell you, my daughter Bee has also commissioned her mobile phone to the deep aka toilet 🚽- twice 😆

The second time was fatal.

A piece of timber pinched me today, now I got a blood blister.

Hot chocolate and Stargate Atlantis time. Nighty night

@Glisten suklaa. I wonder if the Finns make chocolate.

I managed to get in to see my GP. He's not an advocate for drugs to treat anxiety. He prefers mindfulness which I have been told to practise. Along with Bounce Back acronym.

He started me on another mood stabiliser, let's see how it goes. He wants to see me on a weekly basis however at $125 a visit that's not happening. Unless I start selling my body parts.

You are so right about people. Most days it's too peopley for me. Animals are so much better to deal with. They don't act like humans and attack for no reason.

I hope your day went well 💓

@ENKELI $125 ! Does your GP know that you are unemployed?!

For $125 I want ALL the medication!

@Glisten oh yes, we started the appointment with me telling him I was concerned about my finances due to not working. But I get $80 back from Medicare apparently! Still not happening. Gone are the days when the practice bulk billed sigh.

Oh and if you get the chance, Fazer (pronounced futzer) chocolate is really good. I forgot about it when I wondered allowed if the Finns made chocolate. Ikea used to sell it. Mmmm chocolate 🍫 😋

How's your arm?

Good evening @MJG017. I hope you have been having a good day today.

I have lost all the positivity that I gained on the weekend, since it is the anniversary of my partner's death today. I didn't even feel up to going to the cemetery like I was going to. I just couldn't do it.

I must admit though, my sadness that I feel, is not as bad this year, as it has been in previous years, so I take that as a win.

Thank you @Healandlove for your supportive and beautiful message.

Today has gone a lot better than previous years. I just feel sad and have no energy to do anything, even going to the cemetery. I just couldn't push myself to do it this year.

The cemetery is only 15 minutes from where I live, so will go another day to put flowers on his grave.

I think I have definitely done as much healing and dealing with his death now, and can move forward without it holding me back in any way.

Now I just have to start to process the loss of my dad on Christmas day last year. I know that I haven't really grieved properly yet, as whenever something comes up that reminds me of his death or him, rather than feeling the emotion and working through it, I ignore it and move on. So I have work to be done.

We are still going through the 1st of everything without him. I think the big one was Father's day. His birthday is in November and then of course there is Christmas. After my dad died, my sister and her family went for a walk long one of our popular beaches and they went for something to eat, and found a restaurant with his name in the business name. So I have suggested that we all go there in November to remember him.

Kindest regards Mustang67 🤗🌻

Awww thank you @Oaktree. Yes it can be a tricky situation living with the ex, but I am all about trying to look after myself and do what is best for me. Sometimes I need to be reminded to do this, as it doesn't come naturally for me.

Kindest regards Mustang67 😊🌻

Hey @Beansprout I hope you had a good weekend. I had a bit of a melt down on Saturday. So I posted how I was feeling on here, and I started to feel better. I managed to visit some friends in the caravan park to watch the grand final. I am not particularly into the AFL, but I drank and bottle of wine and just generally chatted throughout the game.

I felt so proud of myself for being able to change my thinking on that day, and I ended up having a really good time.

Unfortunately the positivity from the great weekend, had has now vanished, as it is the anniversary of my previous partner's death today. But in saying that, I am not as bad this year, as I have been in previous years, so for me that is a win 😊🌻