New Therapist

I am a Veteran of therapy for me it's a badge I wear with pride because I've can logically see where I'd roughly be if I never had of had interventions. I've had a lot of different therapist though not negatively it's just how the system worked 10 free session then if you could get back in you could or you'd say you feel better even if you didn't because you didn't know any better at the time Starting therapy at 13 when it should have been a lot younger for other reasons. I've never had a bad one even though I've lost count of how many I've had I've heard horror stories and I gave advice maybe I should have just said that not a good therapist I'm sorry that happened when you were in a vulnerable state that person sucks.

I have new therapist and I'm starting to see how there can be issues you don't see because even I'm not sure, I'm worried about my past therapist and if I grew attached to let go, if I'm being to suspicious because of my conditions. The session feels like a trademark opportunity, condescension, discussion of my psychosis and mentions of Freud though I may have accidentally given that fuel as a joke then was taken seriously. I've never had a therapist show me a video during a session but maybe that's just me idk if there are still therapist practising Freud but eck.

I'm curious to hear others experiences as just a vent post too we trust people I trust people everytime I walk into a medical professional office that won't change my honesty if this is a flop I'm not scared to be open people show more when you are honest.