Destiny

I don't think we get very far in life thinking about all the would've's, should've's and could've's @Rockdog

Hi @tyme,

I don’t think it was the right time, but who knows. Luke you said, if it is meant for you, you can’t wreck it. 😊

What's in stall for you tomorrow @Rockdog . Are your studies done?

Hey @tyme,

yeah studies done for the year. One more subject next year. Life is so weird, yesterday I felt calm and positive, today I just want to cry. I don’t know three years now since I gave her a little Christmas charm. 😢

Such an emotional weather.... @Rockdog Happy one day and sad the next, eh?

Yeah @tyme ,

mostly good but a bit of a roller coaster.

I was just thinking, what if that was my only opportunity. Maybe I won’t ever get it again? I think I will but you just don’t know. It is so hard.

Hey @tyme ,

I'm not sure she even cares 🥲

Why are you worried about whether she cares @Rockdog ???

Have you been worried about whether you are ready to face the next chapter in your life?

Your future has been written.

Hey @tyme,

Do you think it has? You are right, that is what I need to be focussed on. I do need to talk to you because I had a friend say she was evil and threw me under the bus, and if she was interested she’d would have said, ‘ I like you let’s be together’. That is sort of true. She just looked at me coldly and I felt u was wrong about any feelings u thought she had. It wa a pretty rough day because he is probably right. He said I should hate her. But I don’t , and I can’t give up hope. I still feel it is destiny. Yes time to get back on track though. I’m not crazy am I?

Huh @Rockdog ???

You can't HATE people like that. Hate is a very very powerful word. To me, HATE is when YOU, yourself can't let go of something, and nothing about the person at all!

You and I know what happened. No one can take that away.