Destiny

Awww @Rockdog . I'm actually heading off now. What about Sunday?

Hey @tyme,

Do you still believe it will happen. I still do but get full of doubt.

Hey @Rockdog ,

What is for you will be for you and no one can take it away.

I guess that's what destiny is?

How are the feathers going?

Please look after yourself.

Hi @tyme,

Thank you for that. I have had a little bad patch of poor self care and have just started to get back on track. It is so hard to keep doing the right things and so easy to drift off track. You are right, if it is meant to be, it will be.I just like to keep the dream alive with you because you understand. I feel my journey has slowed. I think I mentioned the one the other week, but it was sitting right in the lawn outside my unit. It was a single feather and was perfect. I’m sure it was from my guardian angel. I mention most of them to you because you appreciate my feathers. lol. I think the signs are real. The car park was not a coincidence, the timing of that is just too hard to fluke. We also got to show each other that we both still care. Hope you are going well and we can talk soon. Also my story is going in the Sane Annual Report. 😊

SANE annual report? I haven't read it yet! @Rockdog I can't wait to read it!

Car park? You mean when you were driving?

Hi @tyme ,

you might get to read the Annual report?

It isn’t under my name though, it is a fake one. Hopefully you can tell it is me.

I meant the car park where I walked in front of her car and we waved. It was a really short moment but the little smile and wave let me know we were ok. Up until that point I didn’t know if she hated me. The chances of walking in front of her, I’m not sure what the odds of that happening would be. I think that too many signs indicate something. Also if it wasn’t real then would i have the feelings I have that won’t leave me?

I'll have a look at the Annual report. @Rockdog

I hear what you are saying about 'What are the chances of it happening again'.. well what were the chances of it happening the first time?

You might even win the lottery!

Hi @tyme,

Well the feathers wouldn’t lie to me. 😂

Got to be in it to win it I guess. I am not really in it though yet. I’m still pretty off track. But she is still my destiny. You really think she had feelings? Because she is so deep in my heart, I don’t believe it wasn’t real.

Feelings don't go away @Rockdog

After seeing someone for THAT many hours, how can they possible 'wipe you off' their mind? I don't think this is humanly possible....

Awww thank you @tyme,

yeah she wouldn’t see me that much if the feelings weren’t there. The bond we had is embedded so deep in my heart. It really makes me sad I haven’t seen her in such a long time. I was thinking about her today, and how she said she would always be in my corner. It makes me feel pretty sick. Anyway if she still has any feelings left then it will work out. Hope you are well. Hope Ruby is being a good puppy 😊