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How do ya know what's real?
When people stay away
When they discredit you among friends
When you spend Christmas day and birthdays alone
When ya only living child begrudges bothering with you
When medicare take 4wks to rebate an expensive psych consult (my christmas dinner money)
When people say judge before love
When everyone around you is so burdoned with struggles you're invisible
When attempts to get back into the workforce meet with whispers and gossip?
When family court order children back into harms way
When husbands sleep around
When people 'love' you then spit you out
The list goes on
How do we risk above it? And the echo's on the mind that play over and over
Should we really be expected to write it all off as "blackdog" or "just on ya head" when its clear as a bell.
I know I have to work harder on self compassion and counteracting these 'go away' messages with my own self care, but its just do damn hard. I am woman, i wasn't created to be alone.
Maybe its just after affects of GA yesterday hut gosh I'm struggling.
When they discredit you among friends
When you spend Christmas day and birthdays alone
When ya only living child begrudges bothering with you
When medicare take 4wks to rebate an expensive psych consult (my christmas dinner money)
When people say judge before love
When everyone around you is so burdoned with struggles you're invisible
When attempts to get back into the workforce meet with whispers and gossip?
When family court order children back into harms way
When husbands sleep around
When people 'love' you then spit you out
The list goes on
How do we risk above it? And the echo's on the mind that play over and over
Should we really be expected to write it all off as "blackdog" or "just on ya head" when its clear as a bell.
I know I have to work harder on self compassion and counteracting these 'go away' messages with my own self care, but its just do damn hard. I am woman, i wasn't created to be alone.
Maybe its just after affects of GA yesterday hut gosh I'm struggling.
