My life recently

Hello,

There's been a lot on my mind recently and I just want to put all my thoughts down. I guess the main thing is that I broke up with my boyfriend a few months ago and now I feel all alone. We used to talk all the time and I felt like he was the only one who saw me for who I was. But at the same time, he was a really toxic person, and often put me down and gaslighted me. It's strange how I miss him so much but feel so much anger towards him. Anyway, it just feels like my world is falling apart. I have friends and family but I feel like they don't really see me for who I am. It's like I have no anchor keeping me on the ground, and I'm just floating up in the air, lost.

If anyone has some advice/words of encouragement, that would be great. I just don't know who to talk to about all this. I feel all alone.