Hi @Violet9,
Welcome to the Forum and thank you for sharing.
I hope that you can see what a lovely and supportive community we have here just by the previous posts from the lovely @Snowie, @ArraDreaming, @tyme & @Judi9877.
I'm sorry that you've been struggling these last couple of months, anxiety and panic attacks are horrible to experience.
Is there something you can do to help you when your anxiety is getting bad? And do you have any supports?
When my anxiety is quite bad and I'm having bad panic attacks, I try really hard to remember to focus on my breathing, do some drawing, listening to music or play a bit of a game to ground myself. I'm also currently trying to get into journaling at the moment, as that helps me gather my thoughts as well.
So, I think you expressing yourself more regularly is a wonderful idea for self-care, and good on you for reaching out.
Know that you're not alone,
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