A very lonely life what is the secret.

Hello Everyone and Good evening,

TW: Sexual Assault

I have had a very lonely life all my life, my family think that I am used to it and I am far from it,

I have a Serve Intellectual Disability, I have Asistim I have been abused and used by most people in my life, I don't even know why I am still alive today, thanks to gv health who have saved my life multiple times I was treated like an adult baby most of my child hood so I don't know what a normal life is. I'm learning now, I had a mum and dad who never had time for me, so I spent a lot of time in my room growing up unless they wanted something, I hate birthdays especially. My mum and I used to fight every year because we shared the same birthdays so we used to fight every year. I never felt included in concerstations at the dinner table I was always the slave in the family to clean up the mess. I cant remmeber having a birthday or a moment with my family where I felt connected, I LOST both my parents and grandparents so I HAVE no family aroound me so I live quite Isolated. I am greatfull for this programme and glad i finally figurered out how to use it probably,

I would love to make friendships on hear some how, I also Have COMPLEX PTSD, ongoing chronic anxiety and massive depression disorder.

Thank you for welcoming me to this community.