Disney2306Casual Contributor
Hello, i’m new to this!
Hello,
i’m 28 years old and over the past year been navigating through my recent ADHD diagnosis.
I knew when I was a kid something was up, but my parents thought I was just a normal normal child. I am a sexual abuse victim and was abused when I was five. I always wanted to be at home with my mum and dad struggled a lot with separation anxiety. When I was in school, I did really well but I was always worried that if I failed my parents would be angry at me so I strive to do the best I could. later on in life, I found myself burning out very quickly lacking energy and focus. I had all these tests done to see whether I was just lacking vitamins but then over Covid. I started researching deeper and took the courage to tested for ADHD. At first. I felt relief then the relief turned to anger and now I’m finding a lot of emotions and memories and now coming to the surface and I’m now worried that I will lose family and friends because I cannot control my emotions. Sometimes I am very picky with who to come to When I’m feeling upset, I usually turn to my best friend and it’s getting to the point where she’s getting worried about me and I’m feeling that her family is trying to steer her away from me Because of my actions. Sometimes I feel very lonely and experience severe emotions for days or even weeks. I am medicated on anti depressants and on the natural side for other supplments [edited by moderator].. Is there anyone else on this forum that is on the same road as me at the moment? If so, I would love to connect.