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schizoprenia

i was wondering if there was anyone with schizophrenia on here? my journey started when i left my job and moved to nsw. After month of being there i was hospitalised for a month and had a period of psychosis. i hadn't slept in 2 -3 days and was not coping by this stage.moved back to my home town and started to take some time out before looking for another job. then i meet my partner back in 2011 and 6 years still together.

Then in 2013 i was hospitalised again, this was due to a change in medications. I don't remember how i got to hospital but my partner had to be there see me go through a rough morning (which of course i don't remember but police and ambulance attended apperently). This time i was hosptialised 3 months and took some time off work to recover. i was then this time diagnosed with schizophrenia. it was really hard to hear this but mum and my partner remember this day all to well. once i was stable i returned to work and saw a different physiatrist. i was in a program but didn't find it helpful only wishing i got the number of a person that i started to befriend as lost my bestfriend as she just didn't understand mental illness gave up on her in 2015. What i learnt here if you can afford the medications that your on and its keeping you stable don't ask your physiatrist to change it as this why i was hospitalised in the first place.

in 2014 i was really stressed and i was not coping with work. my main thing that goes wrong is the voices i hear. monday at work all i was getting was auditury hullucations from outside which lead me not to work that week. sure enough we rang the crisis helpline and it turned out i was having another episode. This time i was hospitalised for 6 months and 8 months off work. I quit my job in 2015 for some casual childcare work. this was a tough year for everyone. i didn't hear about my parents divorce until i was out of hospital. my partner knew but could tell me as he was leaving up to my mum to tell me.

now three years later i have an injection every 2 weeks and on three other medications. of which now i take one everyday and rely on the public system for support. have family and partner support which is also good. just want to hear other peoples journeys and other people that have a simliar illness to mine. I am now stable thank goodness and can work. Every day now i hear voices of my sister in law and sometimes it stresses me out. i notice that they are stressful i take my prn to combat them or listen to music. How do other people cope with their voices? iam hoping sharing my story can reach out to others and people like me

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@Former-Member Have you ever read a book by Anne Deveson called "Tell Me I'm Here"? It chronicles the challenges faced by Anne and her family when her son Jonathon is diagnosed with schizophrenia. Her son was extremely ill at times and totally denied there was anything wrong with him or his often bizarre actions and appearances. There is also another book called "Recovered Not Cured" by Richard McLean and chronicles Richard's journey with schizophrenia and also his journey of recovery. Perhaps your local library has copies?

Both these books (firstly Richard's book) made me realise that there was indeed something wrong and Anne's book I read during my recovery from my first episode, made me realise what my family went through because of this illness. Both books gave me much needed insight.

Unfortunately your son's lack of insight into his illness makes seeking help for him difficult. You so desperately want to help him and support him, but his behaviours must seem extremely taxing and heartbreaking. I think the best thing you could do is offer him to come home with you but under the proviso that he agrees to be assessed and treated for his illness. You simply cannot keep supporting him financially and have him reliant upon you when he is out of money, if he won't at least give something of himself back in return.

I'm guessing you want your son back. I do hope you get hold of Anne's book especially, as she has faced similar circumstances and offered some great advice.

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Hi Samt31,

I have schizophrenia, see my recent post on my story to get a bit of my background. I'm on the DSP and it has helped me.

It feels like I will never win this battle but I am trying to focus on winning each day. Everyone is different when it comes to the illness but that is just the same as everyone is different who is healthy.

Studying science has helped me, I put a bit of time into researching what the latest news on schizophrenia research is.

I've kept this short but feel free to write me.

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hi @Australianbat! where could i find your post? name etc sorry i cant seem to find it. i would love to read it.

DSP is great backup for me. i have only had it for a year and it is a great help.

studying science must be really interesting.

i feel that i have won the battle. but the voices never want to go away that is my daily battle.

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Hi @Australianbat, I'd love to read some of your experiences and back story, but I can't find it anywhere. Under which forum and discussion title was it?

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Hi Sam, I have just found your post many years later so dont think you will get this. But just wanted to say its nice to hear from you. I have had Schizoprenia for three years now and I dont know anyone else with the condition. Am looking to connect with others who are in a similar boat.

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Hello @tigerlady

I wanted to welcome you to the froum and thank you for bringing this thread a little into current time.

and also say hello to

@samt31 @Australianbat

both whom I do not think I have spoken with before.

@Queenie Hey and Hugs

I am so sad that a few posts went unanswered and are now left with Former Member monikers cos of limitations of the system.

Not sure if any of the old posters will receive this notification in emails or notice it, but it makes a big difference to tag others and make sure it comes with the hypertext blue.

Tiger Lady ... love your name.

Cheers Apple

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Hi @tigerlady and @samt31 - i have had schizoaffective disorder (which is both schizophrenia and bipolar) for 18 years. it sux but everyday is a huge struggle. i was on the depot fortnightly injection but i nearly died on that medication.. anyways these days i take 9 different medications a day which i hate... i saw my mum today and she said that i looked really tired - considering that i overslept for a few hours today omg. it just sux having a severe mental illness 😞
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