Is anyone on here even going to listen to me

I am not entirely sure @ArraDreaming it's not something I'm really involved with. But I know tyme has your back that's for sure.

Hi @ArraDreaming

Apologies for jumping in. We have not really spoken.

I wanted to say, I feel like you are expressing feelings of frustration that you are not being heard or acknowledged.

I am only seeing this, because I can definitely relate.

I don't know if there is anything else to your story, specifically. I am saying - in general.

Is that what you are experiencing?

Does this happen in your 'real' life too? It does for me.

I express the exact same to people in my life.

I want - think it's important, for people, who I want to keep in my life to have awareness of

experience. If that makes sense?

It is such a desperate, angry, feeling. Indescribable. So painfully alone & tossed aside. No one cares, or wants to help me.

Maybe it's true, maybe not.

Maybe my feelings are too big for anyone to give me what I need & want.

I'm looking for matter to fill in this black hole.

It's ok to have these feelings. I am learning, it is NOT ok - ever - to abuse person, because of my sadness, anger etc.

If I feel forgotten. That is how I feel. I am entitled to my own feelings.

Having People can definitely make EVERYTHING easier. I love this.

Here if you want to talk.

Hey @ArraDreaming ,

I've just logged on. How are you travelling?

@ArraDreaming Jeez mate, you are in a mental hole at the moment. you say everyone is trying to push you away but reading back the thread, it seems you are doing a good deal of pushing. Do you know why?

Are you trying to get us to agree with the way how you are feeling about yourself at the moment?

Can you say anything good about yourself at the moment? We all have poopie days mate, but if it goes on too long, we either need a kick in the pants to motivate us to get out of the funk or we need someone to help us out via therapy.

What do you need to help you get out of the funk?

@ArraDreaming Just need someone to sit with you?