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Screaming inside

Screaming inside

I struggle to lead a normal life as before I was party every day night just to forget about my problems that was so painful for me in my own past had no body to take me serious all these year's this cat picked me so pepa came home with me till one day I went cold turkey was very hard but I did it for my baby boy been straight & clean for about 5 year's I have depression anxiety now it's like I can't breath went going out for a smoke or catching a buses train's even when getting of at the wrong train station I panic and it so hard to copy by myself the only one I can talk and trust is my beautiful cat I scream inside wanting to come out and I can't so I tell a story in my head and I go to another place where I feel safe that keeps me going good or bad anyways I've talk to much have a lovely night blessing

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You've done so well @Neillka and Pepa sounds an amazing cat. Panic attacks must be hard to deal with. My cat is a good companion but I get anxious taking him to the vet (I don't drive). He needs regular treatment.

Do you have any mh supports like a gp or psychologist? The forums here are a safe space too, and very accepting. You can say as much or as little as you want.

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Thank you 🙏 pepa he's a good boy and he keeps me going panic attack isn't easy for me I don't drive not yet anyways your cat must be special to you and cats are good company they no when your hurt upset I try to find a psychologist counselor but there's not alot that wants to understand me very hard to fine atm this helping me get by tonight
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