NeillkaCasual Contributor
Screaming inside
I struggle to lead a normal life as before I was party every day night just to forget about my problems that was so painful for me in my own past had no body to take me serious all these year's this cat picked me so pepa came home with me till one day I went cold turkey was very hard but I did it for my baby boy been straight & clean for about 5 year's I have depression anxiety now it's like I can't breath went going out for a smoke or catching a buses train's even when getting of at the wrong train station I panic and it so hard to copy by myself the only one I can talk and trust is my beautiful cat I scream inside wanting to come out and I can't so I tell a story in my head and I go to another place where I feel safe that keeps me going good or bad anyways I've talk to much have a lovely night blessing