Let`s Talk -- how was you day today !!

Sending you hugs @denial

and remember we are here for you ,you are not aone my friend xx

Thanks @Shaz51

How are you today @denial xx

yes, my dad kept on rejecting me through my life , I think now that he was so unwell and I didn`t know it

so hope you are ok , we are here for you ifyou would like to talk xx

hello @Shaz51

i had an appointment with mental health support person part of carers outreach link in my state.

she has been a breath of fresh air for me with all my turmoil with my son. i have told her she is my guardian angel. They come and go.

I was with her for nearly 2 hours and she was brilliant.

I told her that my biggest fear at the moment is that because my son is in denial of diagnosis therefore not on any medication, his CTO expired now in this state, he had already escaped to another state. i have tried contacting him again several times, phone, text but no response. his last words were i no longer have 2 sons i only have one son now. i would not send him any more money explained that i could not afford it. his dad has given him money so he heard from him again about a week ago for money for a taxi fare, he was moving again but would not say where.

i told the lady today, his illness is only deteriorating by the day as no medication, i am praying he will be noticed and detained and therefore medicated. as awful as that sounds. my fear was that they would not know him , and have details to contact us. they will also only detain him in hospital for a short period, release him, homeless, worse off. i had tried ringing the public hospital psychiatric ward in that state previously and they were most unhelpful.

So she picked up the phone and got through to the mental health section twice explained what was happening, passed the phone to me and i gave her my sons details etc plus my phoneno. and his dads phone no. i had to pass the phone back to the lady because i was too distressed by that time. so the good thing is that they have a note on file if he does get picked up. they have details about him and our contact nos. This is some relief and will help a little getting through christmas, smiling at everyone around me.

thank you for listening.

not feeling very articulate at the moment so goodnight for now and thank you again.

Hello @Former-Memberxx

it is some relief and will help a little getting through christmas, , I agree @Former-Member

sending you hugs

hope your day is ok today

we have finished our cleaning jobs now for 2 weeks , got a few lawns to mow before our christmas break

and hubby has gone to sleep

hello @Shaz51

thank you - all a bit too hard at the moment - just getting through hour by hour

had 2 prn yesterday, 2 sleeping tablets with antidepressant normally only have 1 sleeping tablet.

awake all night. it felt like my eyes were popping out of my head.

so very drained today.

had my hair trimmed and had to put on the big smile and have a wonderful christmas everyone stuff which is necessary because few people need to know my stuff. its always been that way and always will be.

i hope you have a restful break and enjoy some time together with your husband xxx

Oh @Former-Member take care my friend xx

One day at a time here my friend , i never know what is going to happen from day to day xx

hope you can sleep tonight xx

someone is here 24/7 if you want to talk xx

let me know how you are going

Hello @Former-Member, @denial, @cheersquad, @Former-Member, @Decadian, @PeppiPatty

Hello , my hubby and i are taking time off from work

and hubby has been sleeping until 10am everyday so far , he says the meds make him sooo tired

I can see why he says it is soo hard to wake up at 6-30am to get ready for work and why is ready for a sleep at lunch time