Does anyone want to talk

So glad you have something to help @ArraDreaming It sounds like it will take a few days to see any major improvement but hoping for your sake it is sooner than that. I do care - I actually love our connection here. I also want to say how proud I am of you (I know I have said it before but it is worth repeating). Even a couple of months ago you would have gone straight to the worst case scenario but you have not done that for some time. Your growth and resilience are both shining through. It would be so easy to fall into old habits when you are so unwell but you are not and you should be so proud of yourself for the massive leaps you have taken. I know from previous chats you want to be more connected with others and I hope in a small way our connections with you here are helping. I cannot speak for @tyme but I certainly value you a lot ❤️

Heya @ArraDreaming @Zoe7 @Qui74 ,

I'm not on my deathbed. I feel so well. I'm ready for a chat lol.

Just hopped on and ready to say hi if anyone is free.

tyme

Well @ArraDreaming whatever you are doing is working ❤️ ...and yes I've got your back 🌞

Hey @tyme 👋

Had a nap - wondered what the constant buzzing noise was - thought it must be something outside like road works or a neighbour with something constantly going then I twigged ...it is the filter on the fishtank - too tired for it to register at first lol

Fair enough. I was sort of free. After the screaming and yelling in the morning, the kids went out. They came back in the arvo just when I was thinking about having an afternoon sleep lol.... (I don't think I would've slept anyway).

So then I decided to clean and tidy things. @ArraDreaming

I'm feeling fine. Tonight, I'm going to test if I'm still positive. If not, I'm going to go out after I log off here tonight lol.

Lol @Zoe7 .

I was sitting downstairs and the water from the fish tank filter was so annoying! I can't believe it's prob the first time I've found it annoying but I reckon it's because all the kids were out and I could actually hear it today!!!

Hahaha @tyme I feel your pain lol I usually do not hear it either but it was very annoying this afternoon. I fell asleep on the couch and the fish tank is only a few metres away. I do usually have the tv on for background noise but did not this afternoon so the filter was very loud. Probably a bit over sensitive this afternoon too - have not had any pain relief today - trying to get through without it. Not sure that is going to last all night but have made it this far so that is a win.

@ArraDreaming I think I will be following you to an early bed as well - no kids to wear me out but old age is catching up to me 🤣