My disabilities emerged gradually over time. Mainly between the age of 25-30. Main physical symptoms in early period were skeletal and due to work and overuse .. ganglions .. disc herniations .. etc.
My physical disabilities were first. it took quite a few more years before I had any active SI .. if that is a criteria of mental illness .. or just luck of the draw and being at bottom of the pile of life's lottery of goodies.
During most of my life most people tossed around the concept that schizophrenia was genetic and assumed there was a schizophrenia gene. Stats seem to rule the day, having done a bit of biol and stats I have tried to work with those concepts.
"My Jury" is not yet "out" regarding my emotional and mental landscape. Nobody has been straight up with me yet .. about diagnosis .. maybe one day...
A year ago, in a social scenario, a psychiatrist reassured me it was alright to be ambivalent .. I actually bumped into him "socially" again last Sunday. We usually get on fine .. re music & science .. with a brief blah blah .. joke and laugh and real feelings .. but agree real issues to be addressed.
It is easier to be clear about my physical issues but even that is not straightforward. I was awarded DSP about 7 years ago but still it took another few years because I could speak of myself as a person with disabilities.
I have been looking at my mental, emotional, social and personality issues .. but frankly still havent got a clue.