FACING THE DARKNESS

I nearly had a family and got married

But i was crazy back then anyway

But i seem to think of them all the time

Seven years and it still seems to be taking a lot of time to heal

And i don't understand

I'm not good enough for most people i know

I hope i'm good enough for you

If some 'Saneforums' members are finding hard to relate to me

Please tell me directly

Or can we maybe find some common ground

I'm not good enough for my 'Mental Health Case Worker', 'Registrar Psych', 'Consultant Psych', 'Community Support Worker', and most friends, and most family

I'm literally a prisoner of the 'Mental Health System'

I mean well and in my own way am trying to be friendly

Or maybe you could give me some tips on how to post in a more relatable way

And life's pretty tough

And i mean well

Hugs and kisses

Maybe we could share the love more on 'Saneforums'

Feeling 'not good enough' is tough. It's a real pity to hear that many people in your life have made you feel this way. May I ask what's happened for you to feel this way?

I hope that you don't feel that way on here.

Sometimes, the nature of the Forums, can make it difficult to understand what people say.

The answer to your query is

Over the last few years most people have made sexual advances

And thats not what i've been wanting

And they don't seem to understand that their behavior is not ok

And they don't seem to value me as a person as apposed to being a sexual object

Yes i'm male

And yes i'm straight

But no one seems to understand me

@Happyness that sounds like a horrible experience. Did you report these incidents?

'The Mental Health Authorities' Run The Show

And I Can't Rock The Boat

Because I Might Be At Risk From Them

I Don't Feel Safe With My Health Workers At The Moment And Their The Ones Who Reck Peoples Whole Life On A Whim

They Run The Show

I know i could have chosen my words more carefully

Hope no offense

But i was distressed last night

I hope i didn't trigger anyone

Its just that 'trust' is a big issue for me

Because i've seen a lot in my life

And i've had shock and trauma events in my life

I hope things start to get better for me

Their starting to mention 'corrections facilities' on the helplines

I felt distressed enough that i had to turn to 'crime stoppers'

I hope things better for you too @Happyness

you seem very careful not to trigger & offend others

I see a lot of respect for our society in your posts.