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You never said anything wrong I was sleeping just so much stress in my life? When will it ever end? I am such a happy loving soul. I have so much love to give & no one wants it only my fur Babies do? They all compet for my love? When I had boyfriends they are controlling & abusive? I don't say too much detail about my life as I hate to talk in detail. It makes me see how blind I have been only seeing the good in the man then getting abused for it like I am stupid dumb sex object to be used. I believe with all my heart that this accident has been a way for me go change & grow into who God planned me to be then my chance for happiness with relationship. Maybe my family will stop talking about me & start respecting me? I will share one thing with TAB as you are a man & my friend plz don't go away if I tell you this? My brother who was last sibling born. He has 2 times wanted me to be his partner. I could never tell mum because it would break her heart. Mum adored my brother so I had to keep this to myself. Both times I never let him I am so sickened by this. I am in hiding from my brother if he finds me he would try & ....... To me? I have nite mares because of him? Yet my nite mares are always something about him & my family but never him doing that to me. Just like I am searching for them & never find them or I am with them but they treat me bad? My mum & dad died & both times I watched them go. My dad went first & I kissed his head & he left his body. Mum went years later & I went into shock as I was spiritually linked to my mum I got so depressed I could not eat for 3 weeks or go to work for MH yet I was needed for work. Then when I went to work I did the Public Speaking at the national & international conference then I couldn't work from chronic pain & anxiety. My family siblings abandoned me then resently I found out about the gossip about me & the only sister I trusted caused it all I only just told her I know this a couple of days ago via phone but it's too late the damage is done in my family towards me & now I have no family all because of untrue labelling & gossip & jealousy & I have nothing for them to be jealous of I lost everything just have pain & fur babies? You don't have to respond to this I just needed to tell someone I trust & not sure why I trust you but do?
I never hurt anyone or anything other than by acicident? Ok plz just disregard this message as I know you don't have to comment thanx for your time I may be able to stop dreaming about them finally even tho I did not tell u everything just something's .
God Bless
Love & Hugs
Bella xo 🙂
You never said anything wrong I was sleeping just so much stress in my life? When will it ever end? I am such a happy loving soul. I have so much love to give & no one wants it only my fur Babies do? They all compet for my love? When I had boyfriends they are controlling & abusive? I don't say too much detail about my life as I hate to talk in detail. It makes me see how blind I have been only seeing the good in the man then getting abused for it like I am stupid dumb sex object to be used. I believe with all my heart that this accident has been a way for me go change & grow into who God planned me to be then my chance for happiness with relationship. Maybe my family will stop talking about me & start respecting me? I will share one thing with TAB as you are a man & my friend plz don't go away if I tell you this? My brother who was last sibling born. He has 2 times wanted me to be his partner. I could never tell mum because it would break her heart. Mum adored my brother so I had to keep this to myself. Both times I never let him I am so sickened by this. I am in hiding from my brother if he finds me he would try & ....... To me? I have nite mares because of him? Yet my nite mares are always something about him & my family but never him doing that to me. Just like I am searching for them & never find them or I am with them but they treat me bad? My mum & dad died & both times I watched them go. My dad went first & I kissed his head & he left his body. Mum went years later & I went into shock as I was spiritually linked to my mum I got so depressed I could not eat for 3 weeks or go to work for MH yet I was needed for work. Then when I went to work I did the Public Speaking at the national & international conference then I couldn't work from chronic pain & anxiety. My family siblings abandoned me then resently I found out about the gossip about me & the only sister I trusted caused it all I only just told her I know this a couple of days ago via phone but it's too late the damage is done in my family towards me & now I have no family all because of untrue labelling & gossip & jealousy & I have nothing for them to be jealous of I lost everything just have pain & fur babies? You don't have to respond to this I just needed to tell someone I trust & not sure why I trust you but do?
I never hurt anyone or anything other than by acicident? Ok plz just disregard this message as I know you don't have to comment thanx for your time I may be able to stop dreaming about them finally even tho I did not tell u everything just something's .
God Bless
Love & Hugs
Bella xo 🙂
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Hi @Former-Member I'll read properly later. Powers off here til tomorrow at least now re storm so have to look after phone battery. Yes that situation is common it seems most dont mention it. Have met several women who had similar things happen. Just not fair
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Plus my sister who has squillions and I have nothing is still jealous of me re parents somehow. Funny that. @Former-Member
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@tTAB MBFC
I think you & I have more in common than we first imagines we did!
AMEN <>< XO 🙂
Talk/Type Soon Bella
I think you & I have more in common than we first imagines we did!
AMEN <>< XO 🙂
Talk/Type Soon Bella
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Just been for a drive here not even big truckstop servo out of town has power.only the airport does by looks, well this side of town. May make self bowl of porridge ok tomorrow thank God for gas. Cant sleep keep waking @Former-Member
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There are big problems here with Internet not connecting in NSW? Very bad weather not too sure what happened but we only got a little bit here compared to other places thank God. My TV is Woking not too good but working. My internet not working on PC but ok on Mobile? No home phone as it runs through the router. Hey do you like Li1 as a girlfriend? I think Sans911 thinks that? If you do that's nice for you. Maybe I shouldn't be contacting you so much she may be upset with me?
I sent Sans a playful message to help her smile as she told me not to leave Forum because I am light hearted & she loves the funny things I write it makes her happy. I don't think she know that you & I are friends?
Do you like Li1 as a girlfriend TAB?
Bye 4 Now
Bella 🙂
There are big problems here with Internet not connecting in NSW? Very bad weather not too sure what happened but we only got a little bit here compared to other places thank God. My TV is Woking not too good but working. My internet not working on PC but ok on Mobile? No home phone as it runs through the router. Hey do you like Li1 as a girlfriend? I think Sans911 thinks that? If you do that's nice for you. Maybe I shouldn't be contacting you so much she may be upset with me?
I sent Sans a playful message to help her smile as she told me not to leave Forum because I am light hearted & she loves the funny things I write it makes her happy. I don't think she know that you & I are friends?
Do you like Li1 as a girlfriend TAB?
Bye 4 Now
Bella 🙂
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I think you need a BF more than she does @Former-Member plus you are a funny fairy 😀 um power still off here. Managed to get food. Power prob wont be on for days guessing. No ones doing anything that I saw while driving around. Nothing on radio cos all services from capital city/interstate re weekend.
Charged ph up a bit while driving car. Will check on here every now and again. Now is good time tho lol
Charged ph up a bit while driving car. Will check on here every now and again. Now is good time tho lol
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Hi @TAB I am resting sorta trying to on my bed . I woke up in a terrible state this morning 😞 actually scared me. I think I better get help from GP ASAP ?
Don't worry about me God always keeps me safe & does what HE promises in HIs Word !
He promises 2 heal me! Amen
I drank some Passion Flower tea & I think I may fall asleep while talking 2 u? I keep drifting off 0k love you heaps! By xo Bella
Don't worry about me God always keeps me safe & does what HE promises in HIs Word !
He promises 2 heal me! Amen
I drank some Passion Flower tea & I think I may fall asleep while talking 2 u? I keep drifting off 0k love you heaps! By xo Bella
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Ok. Hope dr goes ok battery getting low here power wont be back on today so will have to be careful with it 😀xx
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Hahar u said u look like a bikie with last lot of letters & numbers what do you think about this what do u look like now?
Maybe a top Spy working 4 a puter head? 😉
