Tabaluga's

Hi @TAB s you weren't on FF last night? worried about you. How are you going. greenpeaxx

am over here now @Bunniekins instead of stinking up 'word' thread lol

yeah big picture, details, life.. sometimes its hard to get a balance, telling self feel better on some level over last few days as have been forced to look for work for me for this week. I am going to get out of here, but its going to take more and more consistent effort than I had imagined as bills just keep coming in lol, dont want to go down tubes for sake of leaving, need a safety margin of some sort ie cash, a plan and some sort of job to go to or all 3 lol

@TAB Yes ditto there.It would be so easy to just get up and go but the repercussions would be disasterous my end anyway. *sigh* I hate being a responsible pea when all I want to be is rebellious and care free. You know ride off into the sunset with the wind in my hair and be free.

well if I 'ran away' with no back up don't think could stop worrying, doesn't sound good idea. However .. time's running out .. am 57 in 6mths ugh so that's more 60 than 50 and still doing silly dirty physical job

need to pay down debt and cut expenses and then it could work

@TAB well you are working hard doing your best you cannot ask more of yourself than what you have been doing. I think you are doing really well.

well thanks @Bunniekins but it's all stupid and haven't been able to make big 'real' changes .anyhoo survival is a start lol

@TAB was doing some reading and a global recession is forecast in 3-27 months time due to a slow down in the US. Jobs will go and our dollar will drop in price. Relieved I am on the carer's pension as it could get really hard for alot of people.

yeah well no one has a crystal ball re finances but cant see any positives tbh @Bunniekins just hope dont lose half my super yet again lol yeah just got appointment with specialist re trying to get better/get on pension its in september haha

anyway if recession, rich get even richer oh and poor get poorer der lol

@TAB hope you get on the pension without any difficulties or hold ups. My daughter got on it for her chronic depression it was alot of jumping through hoops but she managed it and it has changed her life. Now we are trying to organize ndis for her so that she can start living a fulfilled life at long last.

Ugh! don't mention super disappearing mine has finally started looking healthy I would be devestated if it went down hill but honestly the world's economy looks bleak.