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And all, Taali 🖤🩶

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i saw my psych but did not get anywhere. my life is going to be unbelievable miserable him forcing me to go back on psych meds for i have no other choice being refused what only he can give. So unfair i have a meds that works but am stopped from using it and forced on meds that tun my life into a living hell. My doctor made SURE my life would be hellish and have NO other way to retain the gains i have made over the years. Going home is sure scoring high on my list of priorities but i have my ex foster daughter to consider. She rang my all excited for her prime abuser had been arrested and charged. i was happy for her, but i also know she opened a can of worms when it came to her trauma. She was very down this morning when she rang up and hadn't slept much last night - the release of bad times lived are already becoming overwhelming. i'm so glad she has very good supports surrounding her. The police called her case a high profile case, i hope and pray she will receive justice and help her issues.

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I'm so sorry that you're going through that.

As for your medications I am unable to advise you but I've got an idea of how much it's messing with you atm

Can you see someone else.?

It doesn't sound like your current doctor knows much about you.

What makes you so sure he/she's screwing with your medications.

Why are you no longer able to access appropriate medication?

I truly hope you can get it sorted!

As for your daughter's situation l really hope that she is strong and has some support.

It's probably too much for you to take on by yourself.

All the best my friend.

Taali 💜

I thought that's how you tag wasn't 100 per cent sure I had to be sure thanks

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@TAB @StuF Heygood people, done work. Was a tedious morning

Hope you're both okay.

Hey @Meowmy @TAB

Done work here too...hopefully TAB is soon to follow!

Hope you have good afternoons

@Taali

It is a real complex issue my GP told me this morning and very sad for you. For over 15 years i tried psych medications, these were also the years i had many hospitalisations, and most of it deepest deep. i hated my life. Lost touch with my emotions, became basically brain dead. Hell cannot be worse.

Because i'm can feel people (they call that an empath) the mood of others effected me profoundly at times - although not understanding this very well at the time. Positive people - all good - i will cheer up - the more the better! But people with heavy emotional load, aggrieved, angry, hateful or worse judgemental, they will drain, confuse and upset me. When unwell i can even cause me to go psychotic. And as such is a real pain along with my mental illness.

Anyhow when my psych at the time began E.C.T treatments she took me of my psych medications as part of E.C.T treatment. i had 18 sessions done. i think one a week, but not 100 percent sure about that. It was the my best treatment medically.

My mind clear right up and my depression lifted a lot. Though i had basically lost most of my long term memory - i could not remember how many children i had. Only then did my psych stop the treatment and then tried putting me back on my psych medications.

However when she put me back on psych medication, i could see for myself what they did to me. My moods stop cycling. i was down 24/7. i tried a few others i'm quite sure, but soon there after i stopped using only psych medications and began also self medicating.

i have self medicated along with part psych meds from 2015-2022. After that i stopped psych medications completely and have successfully self medicated till now. All documented and shared with my GP and now this psych. And he agreed it had been working, and was working well. He noted how clear and consistent i was, and how i had not presented manic, anxious, depressed or suicidal. However legal restrains stopped him from prescribing what i needed. Very sorry. We can try this, red tape, red tape and several years down the track..

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i'm in a real pickle for i cannot attain what i need and am forced back on my psych medication. This means i will soon be 24/7 down again, and become mindless and hate my life day in day out. i lived like that for years before i began to self medicate. i have no way getting what i need for at least another 6 months, if then.

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i have been very nauseated today but the tablet is holding now and feel a lot better at the moment. i hope you are all well too

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Sorry for the long spiel.

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