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Beddy byes here @Chasingsunsets nite

@TAB hey tabby, just came home after church gathering. Feeling okay. Hope you're okay.

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and all who pass by here, Taali 💜💜

Although I didn't sleep much last night after my wonky Wednesday

I'm hoping for a happy healing day!

@Nala2022 @DownMoreThanUp @Emelia8 @Lapis_Anteater @Shaz51 @Glisten @Shishy @dogs2 @BipolarRich @Emelia8 @Lapis_Anteater @Flutterbug9 @Fluttershy1 @SmilingGecko @TAB @ENKELI @PeppyPatti @StuF @Meowmy @BipolarRich @SmilingGecko @Chasingsunsets @PeppyPatti @Rosepetal96 @passepartout @MTD @plasm0 @dc8wr8 @TAB @StuF @Meowmy @Bunniekins @Appleblossom @StuF @Cuddlebear @Icaruslanded @Emelia8 @bluecaterpiller @Vince1974 @GezzaP @Realness @heartathome @YETI-Bear @AlwaysMyself @Appleblossom @AuntGlow @avant-garde @Blackcloud @creative_writer @Jynx @proactive @MissGremlin @Bunniekins @Meowmy @StuF @DownMoreThanUp @DogMan79 @RiverSeal @dc8wr8 @MTD @hopeful_hannah @Taali @Lozenge @Moosebegoose @theirishaussiwe @Spitfire1 @BlueOcean @theirishaussiwe @MDT @Bunniekins 

and all who pass by here, Taali 💜

@Taali

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It is raining here, almost 2am, 5am where you are?

Here I am in Kaurna Country @DownMoreThanUp

I'm determined that I won't allow myself to have yet another terrible day where I just lose my sh!t.

How are you feeling today?

Hey how about that caravan?

I'd love to see 👀 a photo of it.

I grabbed about 3 1/2 hours last night and really need more!

I saw my GP yesterday and he suggested all sorts of things, bless him, I simply stopped listening because I know that nothing is going to work.

• 2 x sleepers
• 1 x Horlicks
• 2 x anti-depressants
• 2 x antihistamines
• 1 x book
• 1 x soothing music
• Then 2 x sedatives (V)

And still I'm awake!

I really lost my temper 😕 which, of course, didn't help at all!

Anyway I'm not going to let the demon 😈 depression beat me today (she says hopefully)!

Hoping that this finds you well and as happy as possible 😊

Taali 💜 💜

Good morning @Taali 🙂 Sometimes antidepressants can keep you awake and are better to take in the morning. I'd give that a go, if you havent tried it already. I hope you have a better day today. Sending you a big hippy hug and much love. 💚

@Taali

i got not recent ones but i got a couple to give you an idea. Feeling okay again today. I few little dips but they didn't last long. Been pondering about the meeting i had with my elders yesterday afternoon. And if anything positive will come from it. They had attentive, gentle and caring. But then again in real time, i have had not that much support from my elder, any more the last 4 -5 months, just when i really needed it, i did before my wife left me. The trouble has been his own health.

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how you feeling today? Got any sleep? i saw you were in crisis yesterday but i was too exhausted to respond, it was hours later anyhow. How are you now. Need to vent?

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@TAB @TAF @SmilingGecko @ENKELI @Bunniekins @Meowmy @Appleblossom @Realness @heartathome 

This is where i'm parked on our block. About 40 meters from the main house

i took these photos before i bought it to show my wife what i was thinking of buying

Good Morning @Meowmy @StuF have a good day . got 3 appts bigtown w break after first one. try and cut grass before I leave as big rain coming tomorrow , ha

Oh @DownMoreThanUp itlooks great !

"I love what you've done with the place"

No, really it's looking good!

Yes, I had a bit of a crisis yesterday but am getting over it now.

I just booked a blood donation for tomorrow and that made me feel better. It's amazing how a little things like that can uplift me !

Oh the feeling of altruism.!

And NO I'm not sleeping much at all

I get 3 hours at best and, to be honest with you, I'm really fed up with it 😒

I'm sorry that you're feeling exhausted and am sending love and strength to you 💓

I've got an appointment with my MH support worker this morning, which is quite timely don't you think?

The only problem is that I tend to mask my innermost depressive feelings from her.

I trust her but am uncertain if she would report back to my psychiatrist??

I also have an appointment with my physiotherapist/acupuncturist at 11am so I'm hoping that helps with my sleep.

Oh, and I am meeting with my friend (the brain tumour one) a bit later on. So will need some positive energy for that.

We're meeting out because I, ashamedly, don't want to have to get her up and showered 🫣🤫

Her carer can do that and accompany her to coffee ☕️ which she can't drink anyway.

Hey, are you up to anything today?

Where are you and the van heading off to?

You mentioned speaking to your elder yesterday, is he blood?

Don't forget that you are loved here and can always reach out at any time ❤️

Take care dear friend. Taali 💜