Chloe22Casual Contributor
Seeking advice
Hi, I have been diagnosed with Bi Polar in the past. I have had a terrible experience in the mental health system and am now a bit scared of doctors. I didn’t know where to go to get scripts because I didn’t want to see a doctor. I tapered down on my meds so I could go off them and I think that may have triggered off a manic episode. I’m finding it really difficult to know who to trust and after three horrible psych ward visits I am not prepared to go back. I didn’t intentionally go off my meds to cause trouble I just didn’t want to talk to doctors anymore and I thought I would be able to control myself coming off and I could manage things on my own. The mania and paranoia is starting to set in. Im not prepared to talk to CAT. Does anyone have any advice on any services I can reach out too that may be sympathetic to my fear of doctors and not make me feel terrible.