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Struggle street...

MelancholiGalCasual Contributor

Struggle street...

TW SH URGES AND SUICIDAL IDEATION

I have had the toughest week last week... I lost my job that I actually like... and ever since then, I couldn’t find reasons to live, even up to now. I firmly believe that I’m meant to end my life in my own hands... every good thing that happens to me comes 10x the problem I’ll encounter right after... this struggle seems to be never ending and that all paths leads me to this same issue... I can’t bare this god awe full feeling anymore... I believe that it’s best for everyone I care and love that I end it here...they’ll understand that I had not much choice up to give in...I am sorry for the pain I’ve caused everyone and that they forgive me and my mistakes... I think I’m totally over it and just let it happen. No more of this resisting coz all it’s doing is making me struggle more and prolonging the inevitable...

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Zoe7Senior Contributor

Re: Struggle street...

Hi @MelancholiGal I can hear the despair and pain in your post 😢 I have been in a similar position in the past - not finding any joy in life, feeling like nothing I do matters and feeling lower than I thought possible. I had the most amazing support from the members and staff here at SANE and am still here as a result. They held out hope for me when I could not see it myself and held me up when I had no energy to do so myself. It was a very horrible and very dark time but I am fortunate enough to still be here because of the 'above and beyond' support I received. You reaching out here says to me that you do still have a little hope and I hope we can be of some support in holding you up as you navigate these massive feelings and thoughts.

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